Well I just don't understand why you couldn't let it in
Did I try my best for nothing, well I hope you got your fix

Now I'm sick of all the reasons I just can't let it go
I get caught up in the feeling well by now you think I'd know

Every time I fell into pieces
You were always the last one found
All the moments I gave to fixing you
Was never enough somehow/were turning me inside out
So was it worth it, did I deserve it?

You hurt me cause it felt right, you hurt me for control
So I lied and said that I'm fine and I left you with the ropes